Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I'm a lean mean eating machine..

I don't know what is wrong with me. I am constantly hungry and constantly craving for food. I know that I am NOT pregnant. So it's must have been because of this vitamin supplement that I've been eating since a month ago. It's from GNC, and it contains all kind of 'good stuffs' like royal jelly, some bee pollen and watever watever..

I am eating 3 full meals a day.. *gasp* which is a far cry from the 1 meal a day while I was single. Heran tak? I only ate lunch last time but I don't always feel hungry. Instead, pb was always having difficulty to ask me to have a decent meal with him. I was always skipping dinner & breakfast. But I definitely don't remember the hunger pang that I am having right now. Geeeez.. what's happening? It's embarrassing to salivate when you overhear what your colleagues is going to have lunch.. *slaps forehead*

Don't even think of asking me to weigh myself right now!! I'll only end up feeling depressed and ugly and bloated and fat and hating myself. Arrrghhh.. I loathed looking at myself in the mirror while naked and looking for fats and bulges on my butts and tummy. I am so tempted to go to a pharmacy to get those 'miracle' drugs to help me but but but.. the side-effects is horrible..! Well, I guess I have to get rid of all this blubber the old fashion way.. *sob* *sob* Anyway, I am still trying to get hubby to train me using his gym set. Can't wait to start working out with him as my trainer.. Hehehehe..

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