Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Rajioun

~Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Rajioun~
:: We are from Allah and to Allah we shall return ::

A life was lost yesterday..
What a waste.. Such a waste..

I mourn for you..
I mourn for your lost love..
I mourn for your lost son..
I mourn for your lost brother..
I mourn for your lost friend..
I promised myself that I would not cry..
When I see all of you breaking down and cry from the pain and the guilt..
I just couldn't stop myself.. It's only natural..
But all the tears in the world is not going to make him come back again..

I heard so many voices yesterday..
'He's so young..'
'He's so stupid..'
'He's so romantic..'
'He's so brave..'
'What a moron..'
'What he is trying to prove..'
I bite my tongue and reserve my comments..
Who am I to judge your actions?
No one knows what really happened.. only you..
We can only speculate what you'd done to yourself based on the series of events that look like a huge jigsaw puzzle to us..

I just hope that you will finally find the peace that you've been looking for..
I shall pray for you.. May Allah forgive you.
Amin.

:: RIP ::
1978 ~ 2006